
I cannot begin to tell you how many times I have missed out on many opportunities due to my fears. I feared that I may miss out on something at home so I am afraid to move away. I fear that I may not be good enough to take the next step to a management level and will my peers take me seriously. I fear what others may think of what the choices I make on a day to day basis. I fear that I may not make the correct choices that my parents may have wanted me to.
These are all fears that may keep you from your own happiness or sanity. It may even be the deciding factor if you create your own business or to purchase your new home or not. Set aside those fears and become fearless. It is okay to be selfish at times to make yourself happy. Write down your fears and come up with an action plan to help conquer those fears. Remember this is a step by step process and is not something that will be solved overnight. I continue to work on myself and better my being taking these steps to become a more successful and joyful being.
What are some of your fears? Leave a comment below!
Defriend Your Fears.

I cannot begin to tell you how many times I have missed out on many opportunities due to my fears. I feared that I may miss out on something at home so I am afraid to move away. I fear that I may not be good enough to take the next step to a management level and will my peers take me seriously. I fear what others may think of what the choices I make on a day to day basis. I fear that I may not make the correct choices that my parents may have wanted me to.
These are all fears that may keep you from your own happiness or sanity. It may even be the deciding factor if you create your own business or to purchase your new home or not. Set aside those fears and become fearless. It is okay to be selfish at times to make yourself happy. Write down your fears and come up with an action plan to help conquer those fears. Remember this is a step by step process and is not something that will be solved overnight. I continue to work on myself and better my being taking these steps to become a more successful and joyful being.
What are some of your fears? Leave a comment below!
Hello loves!
Today I wanted to share my favorite nail polishes for spring! Although it is still snowing off and on here in Michigan, I wanted to get a little pepped up for the spring! Those of you who may know me know that I have steered away from colors and became fond of neutral colors so here are a few vibrant colors that I have taken a liking to. Not to mention, these nail polishes won't break the bank!
*pictured left to right*
Secret Story/Essie; Clambake/Essie; Tuck It In My Tux/Essie; Doutzen's Nude/Loreal; Passion Fruit/Fresh Paint; Lavender/Sinful Colors Professional
Clambake, Secret Story and Tuck it in my tux probably would be my top favorites for spring and summer. I am currently wearing Clambake and forgot how much I loved it! Just as a tip for everyone, if you're not a huge fan of bright nail colors try painting your toes bright colors and leave your finger nails neutral! I definitely have to keep that in mind with my teaching and waitressing job! Hope you are all having a wonderful day!
Spring Nail Polishes
Hello loves!
Today I wanted to share my favorite nail polishes for spring! Although it is still snowing off and on here in Michigan, I wanted to get a little pepped up for the spring! Those of you who may know me know that I have steered away from colors and became fond of neutral colors so here are a few vibrant colors that I have taken a liking to. Not to mention, these nail polishes won't break the bank!
*pictured left to right*
Secret Story/Essie; Clambake/Essie; Tuck It In My Tux/Essie; Doutzen's Nude/Loreal; Passion Fruit/Fresh Paint; Lavender/Sinful Colors Professional
Clambake, Secret Story and Tuck it in my tux probably would be my top favorites for spring and summer. I am currently wearing Clambake and forgot how much I loved it! Just as a tip for everyone, if you're not a huge fan of bright nail colors try painting your toes bright colors and leave your finger nails neutral! I definitely have to keep that in mind with my teaching and waitressing job! Hope you are all having a wonderful day!

Hello everyone! Welcome Back!
Today I wanted to show you my everyday makeup. I do switch out a few products adding
more or less depending on how I am feeling that day! I do want to make note that
when I do put concealer or the cover creme I DO set it with a powder so it will stay in place all day. I'm not a fan of wearing a whole ton of makeup but when I do, it is usually a bold lip but I stick to my everyday winged liner.
What do you use for your everyday makeup?
I listed the names and products that I use below. If you have any questions leave a comment in the comment bar! x x

My Everyday Makeup

Hello everyone! Welcome Back!
Today I wanted to show you my everyday makeup. I do switch out a few products adding
more or less depending on how I am feeling that day! I do want to make note that
when I do put concealer or the cover creme I DO set it with a powder so it will stay in place all day. I'm not a fan of wearing a whole ton of makeup but when I do, it is usually a bold lip but I stick to my everyday winged liner.
What do you use for your everyday makeup?
I listed the names and products that I use below. If you have any questions leave a comment in the comment bar! x x

Its Halloween and you decided you're going to go out last minute? No worries, here are a few relatively quick looks you may use!
“Quick” Halloween Costumes
Hello everyone! Today I have a quick and easy tutorial on how to achieve a messy bun. This is a hair do I use quite
Easy Messy Bun Tutorial
Here's a new review on my latest foundation purchase.
WEAR: 8/10WOULD I RECOMMEND: YES
Normally I am one to be very hesitant about buying new foundation. I went through a period of time in college where my face broke out
Loreal Infallible Pro-Matte 24 Hour Foundation
| whatcha think? |
Hey Everyone! Wow long time no see lol! I've been TOTALLY swamped with work here at Uni which explains a halt on blogging, my beauty blog, and my other Youtube channel. So I just wanted to post a few pictures of
Zombie Apocolypse!
I just ran across this picture just a minute ago I believe on Facebook and I just thought to myself this couldn't get anymore true. Either way, everyone is going to take this advice a different way but to me this is genius! Learn to move on with life and take things how they come. It was a pretty hard concept for me before but now I think I'm doing better at it... and actually good things have been coming my way since then!
I'm now off to my job interview... I really pray that I do get this job because It will make my year! Thanks Georgia for the help, couldn't thank you enough! ;) Class is gonna suck and right after I get to help volunteer at the soup kitchen for needy families for Thanksgiving! Today is gonna be a great day and hope that it will be the same for you. :)
Nika
|| Food For Thought.
I just ran across this picture just a minute ago I believe on Facebook and I just thought to myself this couldn't get anymore true. Either way, everyone is going to take this advice a different way but to me this is genius! Learn to move on with life and take things how they come. It was a pretty hard concept for me before but now I think I'm doing better at it... and actually good things have been coming my way since then!
I'm now off to my job interview... I really pray that I do get this job because It will make my year! Thanks Georgia for the help, couldn't thank you enough! ;) Class is gonna suck and right after I get to help volunteer at the soup kitchen for needy families for Thanksgiving! Today is gonna be a great day and hope that it will be the same for you. :)
Nika
Hey everyone! I finally have another look for you. This look actually is surprisingly easy and SUPER fast. When I filmed this video I was actually about to head
|| Natural Smokey Eye. (A Victoria's Secret Inspired Look)
Hey everyone! I finally have another look for you. This look actually is surprisingly easy and SUPER fast. When I filmed this video I was actually about to head
Hey everyone!
Things are doing pretty good here. I've been SUPER slacking with my youtube videos lately but HEY! I just got back from a soccer game and we actually won...problem is, it was by forfeit cause the other team didn't have enough people. We played the team anyways and it was pretty good. Things here in Michigan are cooling down.The leaves are finally falling and apparently there has been a little bit of snow. I seriously can't move out of this state, this cold is too much.
My boyfriend surprised me that he's coming to visit me on Tuesday and I'm SUPER stoked for. I wonder what will be in store since I NEVER get to seem that often. (Those of you who know that I am in a long distant relationship). Pretty much this Sunday consists of meetings, soccer games, and homework. That's about it really lol It's the Halloween weekend so for those who celebrate HAPPY HALLOWEEN!!!
I'm signing out here, anything new happen to you lately? What's your favorite holiday? Mine has to be Christmas. I CAN NOT WAIT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Bye:3
P.S Oh & for those who were wondering what I was for Halloween I was a playboy bunny... or a bunny close enough eh? loolllll
Things are doing pretty good here. I've been SUPER slacking with my youtube videos lately but HEY! I just got back from a soccer game and we actually won...problem is, it was by forfeit cause the other team didn't have enough people. We played the team anyways and it was pretty good. Things here in Michigan are cooling down.The leaves are finally falling and apparently there has been a little bit of snow. I seriously can't move out of this state, this cold is too much.
My boyfriend surprised me that he's coming to visit me on Tuesday and I'm SUPER stoked for. I wonder what will be in store since I NEVER get to seem that often. (Those of you who know that I am in a long distant relationship). Pretty much this Sunday consists of meetings, soccer games, and homework. That's about it really lol It's the Halloween weekend so for those who celebrate HAPPY HALLOWEEN!!!
I'm signing out here, anything new happen to you lately? What's your favorite holiday? Mine has to be Christmas. I CAN NOT WAIT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Bye:3
P.S Oh & for those who were wondering what I was for Halloween I was a playboy bunny... or a bunny close enough eh? loolllll
||Howdy.
Hey everyone!
Things are doing pretty good here. I've been SUPER slacking with my youtube videos lately but HEY! I just got back from a soccer game and we actually won...problem is, it was by forfeit cause the other team didn't have enough people. We played the team anyways and it was pretty good. Things here in Michigan are cooling down.The leaves are finally falling and apparently there has been a little bit of snow. I seriously can't move out of this state, this cold is too much.
My boyfriend surprised me that he's coming to visit me on Tuesday and I'm SUPER stoked for. I wonder what will be in store since I NEVER get to seem that often. (Those of you who know that I am in a long distant relationship). Pretty much this Sunday consists of meetings, soccer games, and homework. That's about it really lol It's the Halloween weekend so for those who celebrate HAPPY HALLOWEEN!!!
I'm signing out here, anything new happen to you lately? What's your favorite holiday? Mine has to be Christmas. I CAN NOT WAIT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Bye:3
P.S Oh & for those who were wondering what I was for Halloween I was a playboy bunny... or a bunny close enough eh? loolllll
Things are doing pretty good here. I've been SUPER slacking with my youtube videos lately but HEY! I just got back from a soccer game and we actually won...problem is, it was by forfeit cause the other team didn't have enough people. We played the team anyways and it was pretty good. Things here in Michigan are cooling down.The leaves are finally falling and apparently there has been a little bit of snow. I seriously can't move out of this state, this cold is too much.
My boyfriend surprised me that he's coming to visit me on Tuesday and I'm SUPER stoked for. I wonder what will be in store since I NEVER get to seem that often. (Those of you who know that I am in a long distant relationship). Pretty much this Sunday consists of meetings, soccer games, and homework. That's about it really lol It's the Halloween weekend so for those who celebrate HAPPY HALLOWEEN!!!
I'm signing out here, anything new happen to you lately? What's your favorite holiday? Mine has to be Christmas. I CAN NOT WAIT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Bye:3
P.S Oh & for those who were wondering what I was for Halloween I was a playboy bunny... or a bunny close enough eh? loolllll
Hi everyone! Recently I've been granted the Liebster Blog award from a lovely friend Georgia and im just now getting to it! >.< This is an award for those who are bloggers with less than 200 followers and could help to connect better with more people. Once again, I think this is so fun cause I am not use to getting awards at all haha! Anyways, I hope to provide more posts that interest you to further my blogging:)
In this award I am going to shout out 5 other bloggers for this award.... *drum roll*
Jean
Nivika
Jessika
Stephanie
Danniella and Chantelle
|| Liebster Blog Award.
Hi everyone! Recently I've been granted the Liebster Blog award from a lovely friend Georgia and im just now getting to it! >.< This is an award for those who are bloggers with less than 200 followers and could help to connect better with more people. Once again, I think this is so fun cause I am not use to getting awards at all haha! Anyways, I hope to provide more posts that interest you to further my blogging:)
In this award I am going to shout out 5 other bloggers for this award.... *drum roll*
Jean
Nivika
Jessika
Stephanie
Danniella and Chantelle
You know what's fucked up...
is how you always hear stories of people who introduce a person
who didn't have any friends to your friends because you want to
do them a favor to meet new people just because you wanted to be
a good person & be nice
but then in the end,
they all end up ditching you and talk shit behind your back?
that definitely just happened to me. I'm boggled that this type
of situation happens in real life. People are really fucked up.
I feel like this is a life lesson & I am going to attempt to be a better
person even though I'd like to punch some people in the face right
about now. *sigh* Just focus on my priorities.
“Remember, there are no mistakes, only lessons. Love yourself, trust your choices, and everything is possible.”
|| Hate.
You know what's fucked up...
is how you always hear stories of people who introduce a person
who didn't have any friends to your friends because you want to
do them a favor to meet new people just because you wanted to be
a good person & be nice
but then in the end,
they all end up ditching you and talk shit behind your back?
that definitely just happened to me. I'm boggled that this type
of situation happens in real life. People are really fucked up.
I feel like this is a life lesson & I am going to attempt to be a better
person even though I'd like to punch some people in the face right
about now. *sigh* Just focus on my priorities.
“Remember, there are no mistakes, only lessons. Love yourself, trust your choices, and everything is possible.”
I ran into this on Stumbleupon. I had to post it.
"When faced with two choices, simply toss a coin. It works not because it settles the question for you but because in that brief moment when the coin is in the air, you suddenly know what you are looking for."
||Choices.
I ran into this on Stumbleupon. I had to post it.
"When faced with two choices, simply toss a coin. It works not because it settles the question for you but because in that brief moment when the coin is in the air, you suddenly know what you are looking for."
Hey everyone! I did this makeup look on my youtube and here are the pictures. It's a pretty simple look for the fall. Please check out my video if you haven't already! :)
||Autumn Eyes
Hey everyone! I did this makeup look on my youtube and here are the pictures. It's a pretty simple look for the fall. Please check out my video if you haven't already! :)
So I recently bought a dupe for Opi's crackle line which is Pure Ice and I have to say it works just about the same to me. I purchased it for 3.99USD than most stores selling for 6.99USD. Here I just have a base coat of Loreal Paris Jet Set Quick Dry in the color Swift. I topped it off with a clear coat to prevent the nail polish from chipping. ***The nailpolish WILL chip if you don't.***
I also purchased this highlighter yellow nail polish at DEB and it sucks so much! I do love the color though! Too bad it doesn't dry nicely. :/
I also purchased this highlighter yellow nail polish at DEB and it sucks so much! I do love the color though! Too bad it doesn't dry nicely. :/
||Snap, Crackle, Pop
So I recently bought a dupe for Opi's crackle line which is Pure Ice and I have to say it works just about the same to me. I purchased it for 3.99USD than most stores selling for 6.99USD. Here I just have a base coat of Loreal Paris Jet Set Quick Dry in the color Swift. I topped it off with a clear coat to prevent the nail polish from chipping. ***The nailpolish WILL chip if you don't.***
I also purchased this highlighter yellow nail polish at DEB and it sucks so much! I do love the color though! Too bad it doesn't dry nicely. :/
I also purchased this highlighter yellow nail polish at DEB and it sucks so much! I do love the color though! Too bad it doesn't dry nicely. :/
I feel like no matter how much I try to excel & get ahead, this always seems to happen.
hahaha college life.
||Procrastination
I feel like no matter how much I try to excel & get ahead, this always seems to happen.
hahaha college life.
I've always been fascinated in interior design but my mother didn't really agree for me to pursue that type of career so I am left with some inspirations of how I would love my future home to be like. I'm sure most of you have a tumblr or have heard of it before but people post beautiful homes a lot and makes me so jealous how nice they make their rooms look:) One of my bigger dreams is to have the ability to design my own house. How about you?
||Dream Homes.
I've always been fascinated in interior design but my mother didn't really agree for me to pursue that type of career so I am left with some inspirations of how I would love my future home to be like. I'm sure most of you have a tumblr or have heard of it before but people post beautiful homes a lot and makes me so jealous how nice they make their rooms look:) One of my bigger dreams is to have the ability to design my own house. How about you?
Hey ya'll how are you doing? As you can see I haven't really been consistant with my posting on here as well as my youtube channel. I feel like my life got SO much busier after one weekend. I just got nominated historian for my hall so Im really excited about that. Best part is, I don't feel like anything has changed since I already blog, make videos, and edit all the time. Thats mainly what my job is as a historian is to record all of the events that happens within my hall and campus.
I recently joined a flag football team which is insane considering the fact that I know nothing of football. We had a practice today running some plays and working on streaks, curls, slants, etc. It's actually pretty fun!
Over the last weekend I went out of town to go to support my universities football team and finally came in contact with a young childhood friend that I haven't seen in 8 years! It definitely was an awesome experience since we were both all "OMG YOU LOOK SO PRETTY! OMG YOU'RE ALL GROWN UP! OMG OMG OMG!" I'm sure you can imagine what I mean.. you know how girls meet each other and they intertwine fingers and raise each other's voices so its like *squeal* hahaha yeah SO obnoxious but whatevvv;) I'll post pictures about that in another post though!
I just recently got sick.. I think that there's some sort of flu or something going around campus. Either way this freaking sucks cause I can't even breathe out of my nose or stop this IRRITATING cough. I've pretty much been ODing on cough medicine so I hope I get better by tuesday because that is when my first big exams are. I hate being sick while taking tests.
I've been soooooo tired all the time. I always tell my friends that I could be a bear cause I am always "hibernating"...well at least when they see me it always looks like I am asleep because I rarely sleep at night. I guess you could say I am a night owl cause I get most of my tasks accomplished at night hah :)
Ooo! Guess what! I recently just reached 150 subscribers on my youtube which means I'll need 50 more to host a giveaway! Woo Woo!!! :))) Any who hope all is well and thank you so so much for supporting me!
**Sidenote: I will be posting more weight loss entries soon for those who have been asking!
I recently joined a flag football team which is insane considering the fact that I know nothing of football. We had a practice today running some plays and working on streaks, curls, slants, etc. It's actually pretty fun!
Over the last weekend I went out of town to go to support my universities football team and finally came in contact with a young childhood friend that I haven't seen in 8 years! It definitely was an awesome experience since we were both all "OMG YOU LOOK SO PRETTY! OMG YOU'RE ALL GROWN UP! OMG OMG OMG!" I'm sure you can imagine what I mean.. you know how girls meet each other and they intertwine fingers and raise each other's voices so its like *squeal* hahaha yeah SO obnoxious but whatevvv;) I'll post pictures about that in another post though!
I just recently got sick.. I think that there's some sort of flu or something going around campus. Either way this freaking sucks cause I can't even breathe out of my nose or stop this IRRITATING cough. I've pretty much been ODing on cough medicine so I hope I get better by tuesday because that is when my first big exams are. I hate being sick while taking tests.
I've been soooooo tired all the time. I always tell my friends that I could be a bear cause I am always "hibernating"...well at least when they see me it always looks like I am asleep because I rarely sleep at night. I guess you could say I am a night owl cause I get most of my tasks accomplished at night hah :)Ooo! Guess what! I recently just reached 150 subscribers on my youtube which means I'll need 50 more to host a giveaway! Woo Woo!!! :))) Any who hope all is well and thank you so so much for supporting me!
**Sidenote: I will be posting more weight loss entries soon for those who have been asking!
||Worn to the bone.
Hey ya'll how are you doing? As you can see I haven't really been consistant with my posting on here as well as my youtube channel. I feel like my life got SO much busier after one weekend. I just got nominated historian for my hall so Im really excited about that. Best part is, I don't feel like anything has changed since I already blog, make videos, and edit all the time. Thats mainly what my job is as a historian is to record all of the events that happens within my hall and campus.
I recently joined a flag football team which is insane considering the fact that I know nothing of football. We had a practice today running some plays and working on streaks, curls, slants, etc. It's actually pretty fun!
Over the last weekend I went out of town to go to support my universities football team and finally came in contact with a young childhood friend that I haven't seen in 8 years! It definitely was an awesome experience since we were both all "OMG YOU LOOK SO PRETTY! OMG YOU'RE ALL GROWN UP! OMG OMG OMG!" I'm sure you can imagine what I mean.. you know how girls meet each other and they intertwine fingers and raise each other's voices so its like *squeal* hahaha yeah SO obnoxious but whatevvv;) I'll post pictures about that in another post though!
I just recently got sick.. I think that there's some sort of flu or something going around campus. Either way this freaking sucks cause I can't even breathe out of my nose or stop this IRRITATING cough. I've pretty much been ODing on cough medicine so I hope I get better by tuesday because that is when my first big exams are. I hate being sick while taking tests.
I've been soooooo tired all the time. I always tell my friends that I could be a bear cause I am always "hibernating"...well at least when they see me it always looks like I am asleep because I rarely sleep at night. I guess you could say I am a night owl cause I get most of my tasks accomplished at night hah :)
Ooo! Guess what! I recently just reached 150 subscribers on my youtube which means I'll need 50 more to host a giveaway! Woo Woo!!! :))) Any who hope all is well and thank you so so much for supporting me!
**Sidenote: I will be posting more weight loss entries soon for those who have been asking!
I recently joined a flag football team which is insane considering the fact that I know nothing of football. We had a practice today running some plays and working on streaks, curls, slants, etc. It's actually pretty fun!
Over the last weekend I went out of town to go to support my universities football team and finally came in contact with a young childhood friend that I haven't seen in 8 years! It definitely was an awesome experience since we were both all "OMG YOU LOOK SO PRETTY! OMG YOU'RE ALL GROWN UP! OMG OMG OMG!" I'm sure you can imagine what I mean.. you know how girls meet each other and they intertwine fingers and raise each other's voices so its like *squeal* hahaha yeah SO obnoxious but whatevvv;) I'll post pictures about that in another post though!
I just recently got sick.. I think that there's some sort of flu or something going around campus. Either way this freaking sucks cause I can't even breathe out of my nose or stop this IRRITATING cough. I've pretty much been ODing on cough medicine so I hope I get better by tuesday because that is when my first big exams are. I hate being sick while taking tests.
I've been soooooo tired all the time. I always tell my friends that I could be a bear cause I am always "hibernating"...well at least when they see me it always looks like I am asleep because I rarely sleep at night. I guess you could say I am a night owl cause I get most of my tasks accomplished at night hah :)Ooo! Guess what! I recently just reached 150 subscribers on my youtube which means I'll need 50 more to host a giveaway! Woo Woo!!! :))) Any who hope all is well and thank you so so much for supporting me!
**Sidenote: I will be posting more weight loss entries soon for those who have been asking!
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